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Recently I have had this in me that I want to start writing about different topics. Today I write a little about me and my journey of life and things that I have gone through. If there is ever a topic that you would like me to write about you can e-mail me @ brookprado@gmail.com. Blessings to you all!

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You may see me as that shy and quite girl but let me share with you a little about me. My life is a little different than yours, I grew up being deaf in one ear and growing up with a brother who had downsydrome. Growing up with brother who had a disability has been such a privilege it has opened my eyes to such wonderful kids God has created. It sure is a blessing growing up with him and I will forever love him. Growing up I was always the shy and quite person. School was never easy for me I enjoyed going to school then some days I didn’t want to go. In school I had friends but now I just consider them acquaintances. Considering that I went to a Christian school my whole life you would think I could make friends but it was hard for me to make friends.  So in school I was always a teacher’s pet as people would say because I would always ask my teachers if they ever needed help because I liked to help people in whichever way I can. Now that I’m 21 it has been super hard to find friends. Friends who you can count on or even just a friend to hang out with. Some days I feel lonely and wonder why I had to grow up like this with no friends.  I always pray that God puts the right people in my life.

I have insecurities some days I feel pretty and some days I don’t, some days I feel like no will ever like me or love me. I wonder if I’ll ever date someone or get married or have my own family. You may say that im still young and still have time but because I have never dated anyone I question God why does my life have to be this way but then I have to sit back and say be patient and your time will come.

I’m not your typical girl who goes out and party’s and drink and sleeps around with guys. I don’t hang with people who party and drink. I’m the girl who loves Jesus and is always in church every Sunday and Wednesday, on the week days and weekends you will find me at home or church attending or volunteering. The reason you will always see me at church is because I want to grow deeper in my relationship with God.

I fall in love very easily I have had my heart broken by people. But I pray to God that he sends me a Godly man into my life that is respectful and loving and caring and will stand by my side through the ups and downs in my life.  I don’t share this with you to feel bad for me I feel like you should know where I come from.

I’m just your girl with a big heart who loves to help in any way I can. I’m a dreamer and I want to inspire people. I’m passionate about my church. I love everyone. I don’t judge because judging is wrong because we are not all perfect little angles lol I will befriend anyone, I will be the friend that will be there for you  no matter what, If you ever need someone to talk to or need advice I’ll be that friend. That’s my story and I hope you enjoyed it.

♥ Love Always Brooke